this is a modernized world with smart people living.
but i dont feel that i am one of them.
i find myself only to watch what others do.
and get astonished by their power to lead, to invent, and to do whatever they wnat to.
they always do the 'right's.
and keep me thinking- how did they do it!!
peole in this world living now - are really extra-ordinary in many ways!
'a common man'- i would preferably call myself.
with not much hope to be special.
i dont feel i can also talk
but i have a right to say-- NO I DONT AGREE or ask literrally any one in any corner-- ARE U SURE?or WHAT DO U THINK?
my problems seems to be no matter to the politicians.
musicians dont care for my taste.
teachers are busy with teaching their students in universities.
everyone is busy with their job, teaching, learning,building,... being more up to date,being more mdern.
leaving me alone,with my old thoughts, losing skills.
perhaps i have started to go backwards,
or standing still, in the middle of the waves- the rush ..
this is heart-breaking.i dont know how to be back in the track
i am getting lost-
a am getting awkward in this time.
